Lost

It's been a while since i've last blogged, so a big Hello to all. :)

Recently, i have lost someone so dear to me.

At the age of 21, my little sister had been a great influence to me and family.

Me, as the eldest in the family had never really taken family as my priority and never did i do my part.

She did hers and did mine too.

After she left this world then i came to realize that there's so much that i had done to cause misery to herself and my parents.

So much guilt and regrets towards her, i feel that i had never done enough for her, always taking her for granted.

But it's all too late now.

There's so much i wish i could do for her and tell her.

I wanna tell her how much i wanna hug her in my arms and tell her i love her.

I hope that she knows that i love her.

Crying myself to sleep every night,

everywhere i go,

everything i see in this room reminds me of her,

but i know i gotta learn to let go and that she's in a much better place now; with God.

"When i had the time to tell you, never thought i'd live to see the day. When the words i should have said would come to haunt me, in my darkest hour i tell myself i'll see you again."

Cherish everyone around you and tell them how you truly feels before it's too late, especially your family members.

Candy, the lost of your life had truly made me understand that i could never live my life the way i did before and that i have to learn to treasure people around me like how you did.

(This applies to everyone out there, i believe Candy would want you guys to know this as well.)

You will always be remembered by all of us;

You're gone but never forgotten.

Loving you always.

PS: We'll always be sisters.

In Loving Memories Of Candy Kwek

Beloved Hello Kitty Rider

Born: 24th April 1989

Departed: 28th June 2010